Light of the Heart

Major day for me today... after a long six month's journey I have now completed and handed in my 4000 word essay. I don't really know if it was because of that turning point that I was really out of things today, but since I have no other explanation for it (I think I had enough sleep last night) then I guess that's the case.

Anyways, so today in math class I was REALLY out of it... I ended up doodling (something that almost NEVER happens for me since a) I genuinely suck at drawing and b) I'm a neat freak who hates dirtying my papers with unnecessary doodles on the side) but regardless of that, I took a separate piece of paper and doodled on it. Somehow I ended up starting to write words... since I can't think of anything else to post up here right now, I guess it'll be my entry. Sorry if it's really rough, but I was writing it so absent-mindfully that I don't know what you could expect from it.

There is a corner of my heart in which some tiny flames grow. In it holds the cinders of my passion, love, determination, courage, and so much more. Sure, it may be tinier than that of a normal person, but it still exists. But today, the fire within that once burned so brightly has been reduced to a dull glow. A cool breeze sweeps its way into the corner, playfully arousing the ashes with its gentle force. With its coldness a penetrating darkness creeps into the room. It swoops down on my flames, casting an unfulfillable void that threatens to drown every flame in silence. Blindness. Pain. Suffering. Chaos. Loss. Despair. All can be found within this void. There is no escape...

この暗闇の中で私は何時も待っています誰かすぐに私を見つけます